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I woke up today with a goal. I wanted to run 3.5 miles in 35 mins. I couldn't because there was a dog that scared me, so I had to walk past it in a non threatening way. Then some really creepy Mexican looking young guy in a black modern pick up truck came to the park and just sat there in his truck for 10 minutes. He has done this before, I think once. So I had to look out, and keep my eye out on close exits. Therefore, I really didn't complete my tasks that I had sought for myself. I'm bummed, but maybe tomorrow will be better. Also, I am really hungry. I keep eating every hour, but very small portions. at 7 am, I had a granola bar. at 8 am I had a kolache. Now I made a banana smoothie with a slice of wheat bread with peanut butter and jelly on it. I am already thinking about lunch time. I want to take a nap before doing so though. My novela starts in a bit though, so I don't see that happening for me.

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